So far we have only told a few people; my parents, my Aunt, my sister's family, my BF and DH's 2 brothers. You would think that family would know how to keep a secret, but boy was I wrong! One of DH's brothers already told his GF ( kinda expected) and then SHE told her sister and BIL! Ummm what part of "DON'T TELL ANYONE" don't you understand? Oh well.

I am really excited about our first appointment. It's only 12 days away! Every day I open the calendar on my computer and carefully count down the days. I am so ready to see our LO, but I am so scared that something won't be right. I wish I could say that I feel 100% sure that I'm progressing normally, but my lack of symptoms makes me wonder... Each night I lay down and put my hands on my belly in an effort to mentally send "growing vibes" thru all this bloat and into my ute. Lets hope the LO can feel it! Grow baby GROW!

I got a beautiful BFP!

I am currently 4 weeks and two days, but whose counting?

Symptoms: Bloat, AF cramps, lower back ache, a little tired, crazy dreams, LOTS of creamy CM, BB are sore to the touch, and a large appetite :) Although I know that I will regret saying this, I want MORE symptoms!

Now the long wait for the 8 week 1st us/hb appointment begins. I don't know how I am going to hold out until then! This stress is running my life right now. The good news is that DH seems to be growing more and more excited each day. This morning he kissed and rubbed my belly while I was still half asleep. Pure BLISS :)